I am extremely self conscious . So much so that it paralyzes me. I can hardly do what I want. I can hardly say what I feel. It also doesn't help that I'm so indecisive and constantly second guess myself.
I've been feeling awful lately...just horrible. I want to scream. I want to cry. I feel so very lonely. I feel as if there is no one I can talk to... I don't think I have ever felt so friendless..... It's all my fault...because I don't reach out to the people around me... I'm shutting myself off...and it's killing me... I don't know...anything anymore.